being local doesn't only mean speaking in pidgin. you're always saying walls walls walls blah blah. what do you do there? stand around hoping to get tan? good luck with that cause it isn't working very well.
what the hell ? i saw walls becos it means im GOING to walls. and no i dont stand around i fuckin jump off the wall and go in THE WATER fuckin dumbass. dont make like you know me cos you definitely dont
I'm not perfect. I'm not beautiful. I don't have a "hot body". My hair never looks good. I don't wear a lot of make-up, and when I do, it's to try to make you notice me. My teeth aren't pearly white, and they aren't perfectly straight either. My thighs touch. My stomach isn't flat. I have flaws, and I hate them all, but I'm real.
What's scary when someone treats you special? It is when you get used to it, and unluckily, you can't get it out of your system anymore. So before it's too late, you have to set in your mind that sweet thoughts are never guarantees. Because when that someone suddenly stops, you'll end up longing for something you can never have again.
i hate those moments i have where i feel im not good enough for someone. it holds me back. theres always gona be someone whos better for you than me. my insecurities get the better of me and it prevents me from doing what i really wanna do. i hate it. i know im not the prettiest, the skinniest, or the smartest girl out there. but jst like any other girl, i want someone to accept me as is, and jst love me for me. i jst wanna be happy
your smile makes me smile. your laugh makes me laugh. you jst being next to me makes me happy. your DIFFERENT* , do i like you ? LIKE I HAVE A FUCKING CLUE -__- i jst dont wanna miss a chance like this over something stupid like a dumb bitch talking shit about me or over me “trying too hard”. bleeeeehh >__<
the reason ? im being used by someone who i thought of as my fucking best friend, im being talked shit about, and my friends are turning against me. yeah my life is fucked up. makes me wonder who in my life is real and whos not. this is the second friendship this SUMMER* thats like bleeeehh -.- aidano what to do, cos if i end my friendship then shes probably gona turn everyone else against me. but i do know that i am NOT gona jst stand by and watch this whore fuck things over for me. she can’t get everything she wants and i’m not gona let her. she can’t jst walk into my life and cause all this shit for me. i’m over this bullshit already, and i don’t need this. karma’s a bitch anyways
was a good day(: well no, technically LAST NIGHT* was a good day aha aidano, i dont care. mm aidano if i like HIM* cos he prolly thinks im uuuugllyy but ahh whatever its only one boy HA, what a joke. mm i might be grounded for my grades -.- fml haaaawh, and its a B** too >___< i hate being asian HAHA k going sleep shoots
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If you knew me, you’d know that i’m not comfortable with my body becos everyone seems to have a nice body than me. Yeah everyone says i have huge boobs and they say thats good but whatevers, i’d choose to be skinny and flat over having a chest but chubby. If you knew me you’d know that its hard for me to make my parents proud. its like unattainable. If you knew me, youd know that those in my life are so important to me and i’d do anything for them, jst to keep them close. If you knew me you’d know i’d been hurt in the past by a number of boys. When things go well, he ends up hurting me. If you knew me you’d know i go only for the players and the dicks who end up toying with my feelings and tearing up my heart into pieces. If you knew me you’d know i always wish i was perfect, but we all know that no one is perfect and no one will ever be perfect.