I miss your hugs and how you held me tight when i was scared. I miss how you wiped away my tears, and no matter how bad things got, you were always there. but, what I miss the most, is how you held me, and made me laugh through it all.
"I keep it real, and that's a promise. I maybe whatever you wanna call me, but I'm honest. When I walk by, you stop and stare. Well, keep looking cause I don't care. I have my own life and style, not trying to please you or smile. When it comes to competition, you're out. So stop your hating, and keep me out of your mouth."
today was tha shittiest day in my entire fucking life. aidano if it could get any worse. ugh i feel fucking horrible right now and aidano if anything could make it better. i feel like a fucking _____ too and ughh today is jst not my day):
i fucken trusted you with anything and everything. i told you every fucken thing that goes on with me becos’ i TRUST you. now, i dont even know what tha hell trust means anymore. you went behind my back and ran your fucken mouth off and you expect me to trust you after this !? yeah i had trust issues with you before but i thought you changed and i THOUGHT i could trust you. but i was fucken fooled, again. this is bullfuckenshit.
Some people is really confusing. I remember i wouldn’t admit i was ‘pretty’ cause honestly i think i’m average, and someone said: “wow you know you’re fucking pretty, just admit it, are you asking for more compliments or what? you’re so fucking stupid” so i guess i began to appreciate the compliments people gave me and someone went: “wow you’re so conceited” ,etc. And another thing is, when you just ignore the haters and don’t say anything back because they’re a waste of time on formspring they say “you can’t stand up for yourself” and when you do actually stand up for yourself they will call you “acting hard”. People, make up your mind please.
When I'm sad the only one I want to see is you. When I frown, the only who can make me smile is you. When I cry, the only one I want to hug is you. You see? I do need you. No one can ever make me as happy as you do.
She thinks about you nonstop and you're all she talks about. When she talks to you, she always has that goofy smile and she truly looks happy. With one hug, you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies. But at the same time, when she's upset it's usually because of you, but she refuses to see any bad in you. And no matter how many people try and tell her different, she believes you're perfect for her and worth every second of the wait. But she's too scared to tell you any of this because she doesn't wasnt to screw anything up and doesn't want to end up hurt.